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winterjaye) wrote2017-04-28 03:37 pm
winterjaye) wrote2017-04-28 03:37 pm
Isolation
I'm reading an article about what children owe abusive parents after they are grown. I need a break.
I'm so isolated right now. My mother is dying. My roommate treats me terribly (she used to be a close friend), and we are trapped in this damn house. I'm unable to find work except this part time job. I LOVE this job, but I need more money. Everything in my life is a trap that I can't fight my way out of.
I can't talk to anyone about this stuff. Not about my relationships. Not about my job situation. Not about my history of abuse. Not about being alone and isolated. I'm disappearing.
I'm so isolated right now. My mother is dying. My roommate treats me terribly (she used to be a close friend), and we are trapped in this damn house. I'm unable to find work except this part time job. I LOVE this job, but I need more money. Everything in my life is a trap that I can't fight my way out of.
I can't talk to anyone about this stuff. Not about my relationships. Not about my job situation. Not about my history of abuse. Not about being alone and isolated. I'm disappearing.